it'd funny how shakspearian my feelings for my enemys are. the huse of mackenerny will fall beneath my fist!the house of saunders will wet my blade! the dirty tricks have begun. i was watching king of the hill the other day, in wich lo-ann got a job and her own place, but her roomates were inconsiderate and didnt help ppay any portion that they ( Read more... )

i just dialed 411 and called caliete to talk to mr alfono. i told him that i didnt think that there was a man alive who taught me more about being a man than him and nearly bust out in tears on the phone, wich i did afterword. a good cry though. i told him that the next time that i was in vegas that i would take him out to lunch, wich i cant wait ( Read more... )

woke up 10ish and ate my mornig frosted flakes and called job corps only to be dicked around for a 1/2 hour, i'll call them again after this. then i played my morning guitar for a bit and plan to continue doing so. i feel like junk still, but sleeping in helped. i'll write more later, but for now, the stick beckons.

ate some goolash for dinner, with two peices of bread and a glass of mook. i miss you sheri...

so, sometimes i feel the eyes on me and a enemy, people looking at me like i'm a fuck up, and at other times i feel that i'm accepted and liked. at frist i thought that it was paranoia, after all, we all know i am. but then i realized, THESE PEOPLE ARE DRUNKS!!! of coarse in the morning they look at me like scum, it's how they feel, but at night, ( Read more... )

fell asleep laate, 330ish, and woke up at 9. had a applesause, a can of sliced pinnaple and played the guitar for 30 min or so, afterward, stomache still aching for food or drugs, had a 2 egg sandwich and watched some history channel. go rome. started another flower drawing. after all, how can i be a artist if i dont start with the fundamentals? i ( Read more... )

so, i just watched oceans 12, and i still cant figure out wether or not i just saw a amazingly stupid movie, or a terribly clever one. i wont bitch about it, because if youve seen it, you either know what i mean already, or are to stupid to grasp the words that COULD come out of my mouth, but wont. i will say this though, i realized my first ( Read more... )

so, the open door motto is a shame, and though spoken words make me feel welcome, between the line and hidden in the eyes is something entirely different. why the fuck dont people say what they mean? i can handle rudeness, i cant fucking stand those who say one thing and mean another. their liars, plain and simple. pussy ass liars who cant stand to ( Read more... )

finally got talk to sheri, all was well. watched AVP out of bordom before getting up and completely rearranging the basement. even vacumed up about a pound of spider webs and spiders... i fucking hate bugs. dont get me wrong, i'm not afraid of em, i just fucking hate em. eat, sleep, and live with you for free, no wonder the homeless are like ( Read more... )

last night i told sheri that if she was fed up, to just not awnser her phone, as simple as that, right? i've tried to call her about 20 times this mornig, and each time i forget what i said. i made my bed, after all... made me some eggs, watched some tv, played some MC3.. i also left two messages on her cell, one singing my song, the other the ( Read more... )