I think I'm ready.

Lurking hurts my heart sometimes..
I am trying to keep my mind off of a lot of subjects right now.

Started school...poop.
possibly getting a job the CAN CAN haha.<3
maybe going to AZ tomorrow with larry to go do something,and see eric!!!<3 ( Read more... )

pretty pretty fun, as much as i hate this country i will always love the food it makes ahahah.

so my mom finally cracked again,and i moved out this afternoon,I'm now back living with my dad for the SECOND time,and its exactly how it was before..fucking miserable ( Read more... )

this is my last weekend before my mom sells my car to her bff, who lives in oregon ( Read more... )

everyday is a challenge. A fight with life.not knowing how to strike.
slaughtered my heart like a shark in deep waters.
you took my life.my soul.my any chance of hope.
thrashed and torn,but never worn.this shark attack has ripped out my heart.
swollowed it whole.never knowing if it will grow.

I gota job interview tomorrow night at some night club for a hostess,this should be interesting,In other news zach is amazing,but he can be too nice sometimes,i forget that i don't have to be an asshole to him,and i kinda am.That needs to end.i was so used to dating fuckheads i forgot there can be nice boys out there :)

I got fucking fired from BOTH of my jobs! how fucked is that.
well it's back to square one..

also twitter me bitches.
twitted.com/shorxtree

sat at my dads,the boyfriend came over,we watched twilight with my little sister.
I'm to obsessed with that movie,haha.
and to add on to that the boyfriend even sat through it without bitching,thats pretty darn amazing if you ask me.He is a keeper.<3

Never knew it would be such a thing to happy.But,it is ( Read more... )