gosh darn adam sometimes.. i don't know why, but he really pisses me off sometimes. i am not even all that close to him... but from when i met him, he is a different person now. when i met him.. he was just a lot better. everything seems to be all screwed up in his life, and it pisses me off cause he is making his life that way. he seems to only be ( Read more... )

damnit..

my life has really been in a wierd mood lately.. i feel kinda like i am just watching my life through someone elses eyes or something. i am finding myself being really reflective, and thoughtful [not the nice sweetheart kind, the thinking about stuff kind]. yay for dating! *hands a cookie to 'dating'* you have goo dso far in my life, and i am going ( Read more... )

i grasp onto my bible for dear life. i know it isn't actually You, but then again it is You. i hold onto my bible with the same yearing i have to grab and hold Your hand. no.. the yearning that i want to feel You holding mine. i want to be able to look into Your eyes and have my heart shaken from the sheer joy and love to be looking at You. i was ( Read more... )

been a couple days since my last post.. i am finding myself not as 'creative' as i have been recently. i am so glad that i was able to 'expand' my musik collection by about 40 something cd's this past week. nah.. i didn't buy any of them, just burned about all of a friends collection. right now i have been listening to matchbook romance, me without ( Read more... )

well.. HAPPY GROUNDHOG DAY everyone!!! woot woot phil! that crazy weather-predicting groundhog... hmm.. the date i had on saturday was good.. it was really good. got to get me sweet sweet mexican grub-age. the movei was pretty good too [big fish].. i didn't really know what to expect, but i really liked it. what was kinda wierd though was that in ( Read more... )

*very deep in thought* i really can't believe yesternight... i guess it sucks when you realize just how weak you really are, mentally speaking of course. last night was a capital trial on my principles, and i was ready to throw them out the window. gosh.. pisses me off. i really need to be praying more often... *prayer* God, lift me up please... i ( Read more... )

*sigh* i need to finish writing these letters to people i said i would write too... good news is that i get to be an agape angel on the next guys weekend up here!! but.. bad news is that i have been really slacking on my school-work and i need to jump on the ball about that. most of all though.. i need to keep focus on keeping my priorities in the ( Read more... )

well.. i talked with my mother about the whole date thing, and like i woulda figured she asked 'is there anyone that this girl reminds you of that i would know?' and then she made a nasty face and said 'andrea, gah' :) my mom seemed to take it a lot better than i thought she would.. but she got stuck on the fact that someone would have their nose, ( Read more... )

hmm... great day ( Read more... )