school is almost over.. my big whomping birthday is almost here.. and once again the flame of my faith is not in sight. things are ok with tif, and i am still looking for a summer job. tonight my brother, sister, and mother are grilling out for me at kevin's house.. and anyone is invited.. last night i had a dream about it though.. that noone else ( Read more... )

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well.. everything is winding up for school, and with that everything with tif seems to be winding up as well... and it sucks.

some of us went over to get some midnight snacks.. and that was awesome. both the girls working there hit on me, and what is worse.. is that i didn't even really notice it. my friend clay was the one who said something to me... he said one was 'looking at me that way' and i was like 'oh really? cool'. i am a str8 pimp.. for Jesus ( Read more... )

hmm... all this thinking about whether or not i am going to try and go to the 'from autumn to ashes', 'hopesfall', and 'most prescious blood' show next tuesday up in cinci. i really really want to go, but i would be going alone... and i would be taking the wrangler. it isn't the most 'highway friendly' vehicle out there. i can't wait for summer to ( Read more... )

after a week of no-school. i am spent. the main event of the whole week was this past friday i went camping with some people (matt, josh, eli, mattO, jason, karin, obed, and steve) it was a pretty good time. tomorrow i am going to be giving the 'home depot' a call to see if i am going to be getting hired or not (hopefully i can get hired, and my ( Read more... )

tif, sorry but this is about you, so please use some discretion when reading this hun ( Read more... )

after a much wanted time by not only myself.. spring break has come for the campus of UK and it is loved. the day of being released and it was great.. 90 percent of students are gone, and it makes living here so close to campus seem just plain dead. it is great. hopefully i will be able to find a job that i will also be able to work thru summer and ( Read more... )

it is really easy to spot people who seem to go way far out of their way jus tto rock the boat.. and create chaos around them. then they just put this really idiotic face on like 'what happened? why is everyone pissed at me?? what did i do?' gosh... i really can't stand people like that. screw them though.. tif knows that i am here, and she is ( Read more... )

man.. just the thought of being able to lay mine eyes on FLL once again would be so bittersweet. it isn't so much the town as it is my friends, high school, and my church. this past week has got me thinking so much about home down there, and a couple times i have had to catch my breath. just thinking of hugging sam, ryan (either of them), andrew, ( Read more... )