usually with her it's 2 steps forward and 1 step back.

right now it's 2 steps back.... and i'm still waiting for that step forward.

i know its been an eternity since ive written in this... but i thought id let everyone know that over the course of this past weekend, my life has snowballed into a pile of disaster ( Read more... )

so i graduate tomorrow. i cant believe it. i guess it really started to hit me during my prom. i'm never going to be in high school again. weird, is all i can say about that. i can't decide between happy or sad ( Read more... )

things that i loved this weekend:

-stupid east bruinswick parties
-jim beam
-fucking with drunk kids
-ska shows
-the flaming tsunamis
-high school football heros
-the grease trucks
-cool girls
-swimming at 1 in the morning
-two-stepping underwater
-mindless self indulgence dance parties

amen

theres been a pretty bad trend as of late. all i have to say is: i want a fucking girl. not that i really want a girlfriend.... but just a girl that i know will be there for me and that really wants to be with me. i really dont care about titles or anything but i just want a partner. not to say that i havent been getting girls lately. the only bad ( Read more... )

i cant even begin to describe the last week. it was probably the most fun ive had in a really really longgg time ( Read more... )

okay so i havent been updating but ive been very busy. prom is TOMORROW. holy shit i dont know whats going on but next week will be insane and amazing. right now my trunk is filled with the equivalent of a keg of beer and about 2.5 gallons of hard alcohol. someone pinch me ( Read more... )

tonight was my last band concert ever. i made a scene.

kish loves me, so i doubt i will ever get in trouble. i probably could have waved my penis at the audience during the senior college presentation and not gotten in trouble. he loves jocks that play in the band. i rule

ps- working out like this makes me feel like a god

in the past week and a half i've done a variety of things. they have included ( Read more... )

i realize that its been over a week since ive updated, but every time i sit down to write a big recap essay i get distracted or something stupid. so tomorrow i'm really going to have to crack one out. ive had quite the busy week.