“Your own soul is nourished when you are kind; it is destroyed when you are cruel.”

I am completely coherent in this inebriated state, and I speak the truth; I wish no one cared about me. I no longer want to cause pain to others. Free me from this curse.

So brown eyes I hold you near, cause you're the only song I want to hear, your melody softly soaring through my atmosphere.

Depressed. No matter what happens, my thoughts always go back to you and how I'll always just be your friend.

"I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived."

-Margaret Mitchell

I want to feel that way again, lying next to him in bed, feeding each other chocolate and feeling nothing but bliss.

"And I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too much and don't believe in much of anything. And I lie to myself, and say its for the best."

- It's for the Best: Straylight Run

This is, perhaps, more of an eccentric collection of thoughts rather than a journal.

introspective

I don't know, if I had the chance to change anything about my past, I probably wouldn't; I just wish certain things had turned our differently.

I suppose that is the case with all of us, anyways.

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