a little too old now to be stating the days problems in a journal for whoever i want to see it to see it. 
see into my life, and analyze it. 
i'm going to turn my life into a fiction novel and sell it for more than a free live journal account.


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i've had my heart completely ripped from my chest in a split second ( Read more... )

i had an epiphany ( Read more... )

is it possible to have too much to say. is it possible that for once in my life i've realized something, and that no matter when i realized this or what i actually realized , it really doesn't matter at all. i took out about 5 old notebooks this afternoon and read almost everything i ever wrote in the past three years. three years. i thought the ( Read more... )

found a new low ( Read more... )

boston yesterday ( Read more... )

i woke up last night and i was suffocating. i thought for a second i was going to go into shock. my throat feels like it's almost completely closed up. i think i just need really fresh air ( Read more... )

i have a fever. groos. (gr ooo. s) i'm in dover. skjahdfiuhdf. oh mah gad. i love the text i get this afternoon. ben, i'm thinking it's something significant. no ( Read more... )

today began at 50 degrees and its a blizzard now. i got home put on my pjs and climbed into bed. three minutes later i find myself putting my jeans and boots on and running outside and alas i ended up here. the metropolitan. no one calls it that but i like it, and plus it's on the receipts. i have a big hot chocolate and sigur ros ( Read more... )

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