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I'm a miserable failure. Except that I'm not miserable.

Everything is going to be just awful when we're around.
All the colour's gonna rot off your sight when we're around.

So, here I am. Day five and counting ( Read more... )

I feel insanely nauseous right now. In fact, I think I'm about to puke. FYI.

Today's been a comfortable day. I've been at my Momma's house for the last few hours. It's nice and relaxing ( Read more... )

Today was a very, very, very tough day. Tough enough that I didn't want to post again. I'm on Day Three now. I didn't think I was going to make it, honestly ( Read more... )

So, I've had a nasty taste in my mouth since I woke up. Oh, yeah, I woke up at 4 PM because sure, I couldn't get to sleep, but when I WAS asleep, I wouldn't wake up. Joy ( Read more... )

I'm aware in that last post I said that withdrawals are making me sleepy.

Remember that?

Well, yeah, I take that back. It's 5:37 AM and I'm sitting in bed. I'm trying to sleep, I promise. The worst part is the longer I stay awake, the more I crave. Because I always smoked a cigarette before bed. Tonight is the first night I haven't done that ( Read more... )

Howdy, howdy, howdy.

I'm posting this simply for my own benefit. I guarantee you that in a month or so, I won't even remember that I did this.

Okay, so technically, yesterday at 12:50 a.m. I quit smoking. I mean, yeah, sure, my stress levels are insanely far down and all, but it really wasn't as hard as I thought. I mean, it's more re- ( Read more... )

Wednesday, (10/21/2009), I sent out a mass e-mail to my family and very close friends in my address book.
It went something like ( this: )