i had a wack-ass dream last night ( Read more... )

my
soul
is
so
torn
down

for real.

i need some positive reinforcment for.. life.

its hard to have your self esteem ripped apart
daay by day and then not have it built back up
by the people you love, or even your self.
it just keeps getting worse and worse.

i feel pretty worthless right now.

tonight i went to my nana&papas for christmas.

i ate good food, & spent lovely time with fam.
for prezents i got:

a car
and all 91 episodes of Are You Afraid of the Dark? !!!!

best christmas ever.
<3333

today really blew ( Read more... )

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im a sunday stoner.

you know.. you can tell a lot about a person from their smoking patterns.
some people smoke after school, and some do it saturday nights.
but i definatly tend to be a sunday stoner.

kbye<3

yesterday ( Read more... )

hmhmhmh.
i really have nothing to say. but i needed to update...
update you with nothing?
chyea.
im going to bed right now.
bye.

everyones just trying to live yo.

so.
me and my mom & al too are going to do teh black friday deal.
allison and i are gonna sleep in the car though, so were ready to go right away.
haha it would be too hard to get out of bed.
were leaving at 4:20 my mom said.
hahah oh man.
reeediculous.