Hello! Im four months preggers!

i havent written 8 MONTHS!!
so many updates in some areas of my life
and so little in others.
so much to say
so much to discuss!!

i feel a change in the air.
good, amazing change.
im fucking EXCITED.
i have been down to the bottom of the black hole
and the only place to go now is up.

ill be back
lots to talk about.

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday dear meee
happy birthday to me.

im 19.
wooop!

from now on
this is friends only :]


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i hate these entries. but it just has to be done ( Read more... )

i love you all

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im actually feeling pretty good these past couple days ( Read more... )

i went to the lake.
i looked at the big dipper
and started crying.

i cant stand this anymore.

gahh.

this is just to let you all know im still alive.
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im going to chicago for the weekend tomorrow morning.
im waaay excited.
ill have many pictures to post when i get back.
everyone have a nice 3 day break from.. life. ♥ ♥