I've been abusing this journal too much lately. And I've been wanting to make a new one for a while since I've had this one almost two years, so I did. I felt like it was time for a fresh start.

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It's going to be friends only now. Just because I like to know who's reading it & feel like I'm the only person in the world with a public journal.

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Well I worked a nine hour shift yesterday & it was surprisingly shite for a Saturday. I just wasn't in the mood really & the place was morbidly busy. Don't work in a shopping centre at Christmas time. Just don't. And a few of us got letters the other day saying that our "seasonal employment" will be up on January 2nd. Which was news to my fucking ( Read more... )

I got a letter from Dundee Uni asking me to come for an interview on January 12th. WOOOOOOO. But. I have to write a short personal essay, do a maths test, do a group discussion thing & then be interviewed by the panel. So I'm probably going to want to shoot myself in the head.

I've never been to Dundee in my life & I can't do maths. So yeah. ( Read more... )

Right. Hello. I have like no time whatsoever to update this properly anymore. It's a pure pain. And I've got THE COLD right now. It crept up me like two days ago & when I woke up this morning I was just crippled with it. I sound like a 90 year old with a nasal problem. And probably look like one too. I think I've got it so bad cause I worked myself ( Read more... )

So I phoned in sick to work this morning. For the simple reason that I never got in till 10 last night after an 8 & a half hour shift. I never had time to eat or anything & basically went straight to bed. I couldn't sleep cause my head was just like BLAH & the "i'm not going to switch off for you" routine. So when it hit half four I was there's no ( Read more... )

HELLO. hello. I am still alive. I miss my journal but my time is being stolen & I don't like it. I have just been working lots & lots. I don't actually get time to step back & take it all in. I was off last Sunday though & me & Loz went to Glasgow & spoilt ourselves rotten. And I spent EVERY LAST PENNY of my wages. Gutted. Work has been quite funny ( Read more... )

What to saaaay. Well I went to the primary school for the whole day on Tuesday. It was okay. I was in like six different classes through the day just helping the teachers. There is actually a GUY teacher there now who is only like 25. I think that's pretty cool. You never get guy teachers in primary schools & especially that young. He's cool. So I ( Read more... )

Well I worked a nine-hour shift yesterday. I was quite numb. Got it in the head when I first went in because the department had still had all the stock left out from the night before. Even though I wasn't the last to leave so it wasn't my problem. BUT OKAY, whatever. It was your usual murderous Saturday. Pure busy. Don't think I stopped all day. ( Read more... )

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. but trust me, in 20 years you’ll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. you’re not as fat as you imagine. ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was diabolical. I didn't need to get up till half nine yet when I woke up I felt like it wasn't a minute past six-thirty. Cool. No idea why I felt like that. I went into work feeling like a total zombie. I was on the tills for the first hour & I thought I was going to faint. And then I thought how funny it would look to all the ( Read more... )