oh man, so the "office manager" at my work is about to go on vacation and there's a chance she's not coming back at all....which sucks because i dont want to stay at this job! and if she leaves, i'll probably get asked to stay but i HATE the boss lady!! i dont know if i could HANDLE IT!!! aye carumba! now i'm super stressed out because then i ( Read more... )

i am on edge
i use my senses
i smile at him
consuming
all else fails me
i never can know
losing my mind
creating a world
that only i see
where have i gone
there is so much
so much i cant handle
moving faster
trying to slow down
watching my life
moving in fast forward
how do i encompass
the waves of thought
surrounding my always
i'm lost in my world

I went on a date on saturday. with this guy named kevin who used to work at the corralitos market with my mom. he's so hot! and we had a blast!! and he called me yesterday and i went over and watched football with him. and then he just called me while i'm at work and asked me if i wanted to stop by after work. he's so cute. oh man, i love ( Read more... )

where do i go wrong ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder ( Read more... )

so i finally emailed the guy who wants to pay for me to go to college. I dont know what will come out of it, but i'm willing to TRY going back to school. i'm tired of having jobs that lead to nowhere, it's just not worth it anymore. i need a more fulfilling job ( Read more... )

corn mazes, haunted house. scary as hell will be LOTS of fun! saturday.....swank farms...hollister. i'll hopefully take pictures! yay! i need new ones for myspace. perfect time for it i think. we'll see. i'm excited. SO stoked today is friday!!!!!!!

WHAT A BABY I CAN BE ON CERTAIN DAYS. MY GOODNESS. HAHA

I'm tired. I hate being sick. At least today my fever is gone. Bleah, but I'm still so cold ( Read more... )

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