Wow, haven't been on this is a really long time.

Don't hate me:)

Things are betterish.
I'm working on it.
You know how I wrote that poem before?

The long one, about hating myself?
Welllll I had to write a poem in iambic pentameter, and I didn't feel like being creative, so I just used the same idea as my old one and just made it iambic pentameter-ish.

If ( Read more... )

 I'm about to get ready for prom!
I'm doing my own hair and makeup and everything, so wish me luck!

Get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him get over him ( Read more... )

 I hope he rapes her.
And she gets pregnant.
And he goes to jail for rape.
And she has a baby and her life is ruined forever.

.. See?
This is the kind of thing running through my head.
Normal people do not think these terrible things.

I am so angry right now.
I'm about to explode.
And I have to go to ballet in 10 minutes.
Fuck my life.
I hate him.
For making me into this person.
This angry, jealous, self-hating person.
Who somehow is still head over heels for him.
What is wrong with me.
Ughhhh.
Off to ballet.
Wonderful.

I haven't been here in so long.
I kind of forgot I had a livejournal account.
But I thought I'd share about everything that's going on.
I'm going to prom this weekend.
I'm pretty excitedd.
But that's not really what I was planning to talk about.
I was actually going to just vent.
So here goes.
I hate guys. Well, not all guys. But most of them.
The ones that ( Read more... )