i have officially decided (ok actually stef called me this ) that i am a free spirit.  in other more basic words i would walk around without clothes on.  well, to an extent.  i stop at a certain line, that line being undergarments.  but otherwise i wouldn't be uncomfortable without clothes.  is that a bad thing??  ha like i care.  i seriously would ( Read more... )

i am getting yelled at for doing my homework. ah poo. anywhos ( Read more... )

blah blah.  that is how i feel.  actually i feel really bitter.  for no reason.  at all.  i'm just bitter.  at everyone, at not having a zorro, at not being able to flirt, at being invisible, at feeling unloved, at everything.  i don't even know why.  i'm exhausted.

if i could have anything rite now, it would be my zorro.

sometimes i really do ( Read more... )

o pot o pot o pot o pot opotopotopot!!!!!

why am i o potting?  because i like him.  not saying any names b/c i am 1)too lazy 2)i don't feel like sharing and 3)it's stupid.  there is no way ever he will ever like me.  sometimes i think i really am invisible.  INVISIBLE.  do i really exist?  hannah thinks i'm her conscience, so mb i don't exist.  but ( Read more... )

ah poo.  where is hannah when i need to talk??  watching tv, what else.  ugh.  i'm just really jealous, b/c her and josh... well for those who know.  and i want to snog.  i want to know what it's like.  and i want to someone to like me.  noone understands me.  even h admits that she doesn't entirely get me.  so really, nobody but God completely ( Read more... )

i don't know why i'm writing.  but i don't care.  i'm really tired.  i'm falling asleep as i type.

wow, "dotted line" is an oxymoron.  kali just shared taht amazing fact with me.  lalalalalalala

i want to play james bond.  bum bum bum.  zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

well i have nothing else to say.  really.  except that ( Read more... )

well, today has been fun.  i have been shopping since 10 am.  hmmm that's a very long time.  i got a cute poncho or two and this awesome insane tshirt that is really hard to describe so i'm not going to bother.  it was very fun.  and i saw a pretzel peddler.  i had never seen one before.  seeing it sent me off on a random daydream where i was in ( Read more... )

i love laughing.   it is the cure for all forms of depression and anger and all badnessosity.  indeed.  i love being happy.  i went crazy a second ago, head banging to relient k, but then i opened my mouth to sing along (while still head banging) and my gum flew right out of my mouth.  the funny part is that i can't find the gum.  i have no idea ( Read more... )

WOOOOOOOOOO-HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

I'm really happy right now.  I have no idea why.  Maybe it's because i actually got to sleep in for the first time in weeks.  It rocks!!!  I ahve so much energy it's insane!!!  AHHHHHHHHHH (happy "ahhh" like i'm ahhpy to be alive)!!! i just want to go scream and yell and who knows what.  i want to dance.  yeah ( Read more... )

lalalala.  i'm in a good mood.  i'm tired.  but i'm in a good mood.  i feel so full, and so happy, and just so at peace.

thank you, God, for peace.  and sleep.

i don't even know why.  i am just so happy.  i'm off in my little daydreaming world.  and i am very happy there.  i have so much to write, but i can't seem to put it together.  speaking of ( Read more... )