I don't think I've ever spent the holidays in the same place twice. How do I have so many friends that think of me when I'm never around. I show my face maybe once or twice a year and they tell me I'm wonderful. I think maybe it's because they're not around me constantly but the people that live under my wing off and on always seem to enjoy ( Read more... )

Whenever I see a military plane low-flying over the neighborhood I always look for a humanoid shape in the underside windows and wave. Every now and then they'll wave back. Always wondered if I made their day just by pointing out my attention...

The holidays are coming up. They started with the christmas advertising before halloween was even here. Doesn't surprise me any, but it's always bugged me. I don't celebrate our mainstream so-called "christian holidays" because they're total BS and I am not part of that religion. Still, people try to get me in the holiday spirit. As if you're ( Read more... )

I woke up yesterday morning with the backdoor wide open, all the lights on, and a horde of bees flying around the dining room. And I don't mean just a few bees ( Read more... )

My hard-drive took a dump yesterday and just now took the time to get it back up and running. When you spend all day working on other people's computer you don't necessarily want to work on your one when you get home. But I digress. So for the first time in over a year I found myself actually attracted to someone. I'm a weird guy and don't find ( Read more... )

Found out on halloween that they're dissolving the department I work in. They say I can stay on if I work a job that I don't want to work. So it looks like I have 5 months to find a new place of employment ( Read more... )

I've been pretty blank lately. I feel slightly relieved. Doing that whole depression supression ordeal. I don't really wanna' talk about any of it. It's not a very joyous subject and certain types of negative introspection can be contagious. I'm miserable alot for no reason and I'm just choosing not to share this specific aspect of it. It's ( Read more... )

Yeah, yeah... I know I haven't posted in awhile. I'm still in hiding. I'll crawl out of my hole sooner or later.

I'm way too spent to post any emotions today. They're there, hanging out in the periphery of my thoughts adding their normal taunting pressure. You guys see enough depressing angsty LJ posts as it is, so I don't feel I need to add to them today anyway. Finally got my roomie's stuff from Kansas. It didn't get thrown out but they did throw it in ( Read more... )

For those of you who don't read through my friends list, I thought I'd throw these two LJ links up for ya'll to peruse:

1. Housecat trying to pounce on a wild bird of prey
2. Two homeless pitbulls attempting to eat a live bull in Alabama