We got back together in May. Love love shit, you know. I don't know. Things are bad again. Wouldn't it be ironic if we broke up on Feb 5... Just like last year? Except instead of going out for a month.. It'd be like nine. Fuck being depressed and fuck this bullshit. All I can say is that I hope things work out. I'm not even sure how much I ( Read more... )

i don't know wht to say anymore. we broke up over a month ago, and i still think about him every 5 seconds. i need to stop, but i cant. and it sucks cuz one minute he's hot and the next he's cold, and i'm not sure if he's just confused or if he's mocking the way i used to be.

Something's wrong again, and I don't know what.

During a 20 minute car ride, at first I tried to make conversation, but he wouldn't reply, except nodding. And then, here was the extent of the rest:

girl: "you dont talk much anmore ( Read more... )

Oh, I'm already not making sense, and I already know you'll never understand. I'm almost seventeen and a Junior in high school. That's enough ( Read more... )

I'm sick of trying to hide. There are just some things that need to be said, and I'm not gonna keep quiet anymore. We had sex. We didn't finish, but we tried times after. It didn't quite work. It's okay. My chemical imbalance is scaring him. He's getting sick of putting up with it, I think. I don'tk now... I don't mean to hurt him, but ( Read more... )