So I notice I never update my live journal and I don't understand why...I update my deadjournal tho haha! So if you want the link to that one it's....www.deadjournal.com/~shortie2005. Umm what else I miss my friends. I really do. I wish I was able to talk to them and hang out with them more. So Jasmine and Maegan we gotta hang out soon ( Read more... )

Whoever said love is the greatest feeling in the world...they forgot with that comes the worse hurt too. I put too much trust into him and I depended on him not to hurt me. He's been lying to me since the month of May and he really thought he was going to get away with it...but thanks to karma I found out. Sometimes I wish I didn't know, but I know ( Read more... )

I know I haven't posted in a while...I think I just got lazy. I graduated already woot! A week ago exactly today...it went by so fast and it was like that's all? We can't go back? I really miss school I'm going nuts over herejust for the pure fact it's so boring. Hmm what else is new. Keith and I are still together...we are actually doing pretty ( Read more... )

Keith and I's One Year

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Europe was AWESOME!!! I loved the group I went with expect one person and I'm sure everyone would agree with me too....*cough* Stephanie*cough* hmmm what else. It was amazing just seeing everything over there. I went to Rome first....OMG it was crazy being there on Holy week...especially in the Vanican...We were there on Tuesday and the Pope did ( Read more... )

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I'm so scared and yet excited at the same time. I want to cry because I know I am going to miss Anthony like crazy and also because I feel like I'm leaving Keith. I'm exacted because this is a one in a life time thing. I leave around 2 tomorrow. My flight does not leave until 9 at night tho. Keith and I are actually doing really well. Our 5 months ( Read more... )

Things have been going ok for me. Keith and I are still together....saw him on Thrusday and Friday so that was fun. We have actually been together for 4 months now so of course it's good. I leave for Europe in 6 days...and i'm so depressed. I don't want to leave Anthony or Keith. I'm already depressed about it.....hmm prom is coming up and so is my ( Read more... )

Keith and I made it to three months...wow that was hard to do. I know it was mostly because my hormons were all screwed up and I snap at him really fast...but then again all I wanted to do was SEE HIM!!!! argh it hurts that all I want to do is see him and I can't see him...but we did make it to our three months and I know I want to be with him and ( Read more... )

Have you ever really wonder where life is taking you? Do you really have a control of what is going to happen? Who you might become? What your future really holds? Is it fate or chance? I've been wondering this for the longest times. Things are not working out as I want them too...am I really suppose to stay in the high desert? All my high school ( Read more... )