I find it difficult, if not impossible, to find the energy to post anymore. I don't know the reason. I don't even know if I should feel obligated to defend it. However, I'm forcing myself to make an exception, because a few years from now, I'll want to have more entries to read, and reminisce over ( Read more... )

the only entries i post anymore... at least when i'm older, i'll have details about my life during "the good ol' days". even if it's only once a year ( Read more... )

i'm pretty sure that i currently am the most broke that i have ever been in my life. it's quite humbling, and in some ways, almost refreshing, because it has forced my life to slow down. i spend more time sitting on the couch, and just more time in my house in general. and i'm actually enjoying it ( Read more... )

Wow, what a whirlwind. I feel like I always say that. But yet it's true ( Read more... )

i've gotten so lazy. i used to keep pretty good, detailed, regular entries... and i love to dive into the archives, and read the entries i wrote on specific days, each year, since i've had this journal. that being said, one would think that would motivate me to post more. of course i don't ( Read more... )

declaring february "take care of my soul" month is one of the best decisions that i've made in a while ( Read more... )

and i'm officially another year older. time flies when you're having fun, right? it's funny, though, because of course i don't feel any older. definitely a good thing ( Read more... )

added highlight (not surprisingly):

SC REUNION!

It's nine-o-clock on a Saturday
The regular crowd shuffles in...sure, it wasn't too fun to drive all the way out to southampton. but it was totally worth it. i fucking love those people ( Read more... )

another year has come and gone. and its flown by so fast that i feel like i missed most of it. it never ceases to amaze me how drastically my life changes from one year to the next. i'm in a very different place than i was a year ago. not that that's a bad thing. it's quite the opposite ( Read more... )

so i met this boy.

and i'm infatuated with him.

and that scares the crap out of me.
but for once in my life, i'm just running with it, and allowing it to work out on its own.
and that's a pretty great feeling.