So I headed to this event called "Thats my Jam" in Bedstuy last night & got about 4 hours of sleep. It was totally packed and awesome!!! There were tons of tranny boi's, hot hipster/artsy girls, indian/ asian/ black/ mixed, it was soo awesomly diverse that it knocked my sox off! I was standing alone talking to my new friend when a very random girl ( Read more... )

I think I've figured out what I want....to do, like in life ( Read more... )

I turned 29 today & I'm not really sure what I have to show for it. I know what I want, but I'm not sure if I've really left anything behind thats good.

I am loved, that matters.

I am sitting on my bed about to head out to go grocery shopping, I thought I'd pop off a few thoughts before I go & do said activity. '09 got off to a weird start, crazy stuff went on with my brother which pretty much killed my Mom. Thats been tough. All of my seasonal work I was doing ended but I interviewed this morning downtown with the ( Read more... )

Met up with Ella the bella the other night after work. I bet she thought I was a weirdo..."hey want too meet up I could really use a friend right now" but she committed even though she has finals at COLUMBIA damn girl! She has been traveling; to Africa & Cambodia for her Public Health major & looks amazing! We were talking about our wild times back ( Read more... )

I feel like somebody has punched me in the gut. I was doing pretty well. I went out with co-workers last night and was drinking and being merry, and then last night I dreamed about her, which is weird, because I was trying pretty hard to move ahead without her. Ever since then I think I've realized that I tried so hard to focus on the good that I ( Read more... )

...so my life has changed since I last packed up my few belongings and made my trek to NYC. For one I am in a relationship with one amazing girl who cares for me tons and is one smart cookie. I might have forgotten to mention that she is gorgeous & sweet. In fact she was here for an extended weekend and it was great. I loved waking up next to ( Read more... )

I post good news; a move to NYC is in store for me and I couldn't be more nervous or excited by the thought. A few years ago someone wrote me and asked me, "are you a writer?" I didn't know how to respond. Am I? Simple enough question; why has it taken me my whole life to answer, yes I am. A damn good one. Just you wait.

new kids are on the floor today,
going out with co workers for a birthday
goign to cheesecake factory w/ teh girls after
its payday
its friday
life is goooooooooood

What's your favorite Dr. Seuss book ( Read more... )