I think i'm deffinently ready for a new year. It just seems as though 2005 has had more downs than ups, I honestly think we're all ready for 2006! I'm just ready to start over again, and be happy ( Read more... )

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I didn't really tell many people this, but last week my 92 year old grandma had another heart attack. It got to me in the weirdest way too. I just didn't know how to feel. My mom on the other hand was a total WRECK. They wouldn't give her any information on the phone because we don't live up North. My mom sobbed all day to me, and I felt kind of ( Read more... )

I know I know I haven't been updating. I guess i've just been extremely overwhelmed with my life(as many of you are too) In a way I love working 11-7:30(which is pretty much 8 by the time I get out) I love working it because if I get it atleast twice then that is 16-18 hours, plus whatever I work Sunday. I usually make around $135 in 3 days, and to ( Read more... )

I just want to thank the people I talked to last night especially Meagan and Brent. You guys stood by me the whole night, and listened to me sob. I don't know how to thank you guys. I love the both of you, you both showed me how much you really care, and I can't thank you guys enough. I hope I can repay you both if you ever need me <3 ( Read more... )

Meagan and Brent I love you guys, I have kept the faith and I think its going to work out.

He called....<3

I think I made a big mistake taking this sex class. I feel really out of place. I HATE being the youngest. All the older people are mostly parents and are very conservative. The young boys are all perverted and aren't afraid to talk about anything. Then there’s me. I don't feel comfortable speaking my opinion just because I'm afraid I’ll get shot ( Read more... )

The whole gas ordeal has really been a reality check to me. The only time I spent money this week was for my school books, and when I went tanning. I even feel guilty about tanning, but I'm going to allow myself a little freedom. I'm on a super duper tight budget (who isn't though right?) I really need to focus on saving for the important things ( Read more... )

i don't care what you think, my eyes are open, and this is realityI turn on the tv to see my own countries people pleading for help.... thousands are dying... people are going crazy.... and they are not getting help ( Read more... )

I almost lost everything tonight...

almost

i won't ever give up... <3

Thank you God

So can you stay until we close our eyes
Til your dreams hold mine
Just stay until we know we tried one more time...