My new name is empty_silence48. someone got my password to this and they've been screwing around with my stuff...so yeah...well I have to go....TOODLES!!!!

God...I want just one time in my life to know what if feels like to be in love...I want the people I love to love me back and not be afraid to admit it to me...but hey are...and it hurts so much to wait for them...sometimes I wonder if I even deserve to be in love..I mean...why should I? I mean I...just I....I DON'T DESERVE IT DO I?  I really don't ( Read more... )

( ) i have a cell phone ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like giving up and just falling down and crying...but I won't let myself...I really won't I'm so sick  of trying to make people happy...but it will always be my job...I just want to see everyone happy...I don't care how much I hurt...and understand please it's not because I'm stupid...it's because I love you all so much more than ( Read more... )

Drew pissed me off so bad today, I started clawing my sking...well we were in Drama and he had made a promise to Brittany that hw would stop flirting with every whore that he fucking sees...and then today...I AM STILL SO FUCKING PISSED!!!  Drew if you're reading this...and believe me you KNOW i'm NEVER wrong...so yeah...I think you may have missed ( Read more... )

This is the story of a girl

Melissa went to school that day and saw him again...Jacob...the one guy in the enire world
 that she could ever love. But she knew he would never love her. you see Melissa was not
the typeof girl that guys would fall in love with. She was only 5'3", her long dirty-blonde
hair wasoften tangled by the wind, she had no ( Read more... )

Where do you go when you're falling apart ( Read more... )

1. Who are you?

2. Do you love me? if so then why?

3. What is your favorite thing about me?

4. What is your least favorite thing about me?

5. How long have you known me?

6. Describe me in one word.

7. Do you think I'm a good person, if so then why?

8. What occupation could you see me going into?

9. What is the most suprising thing you have ever ( Read more... )

There's absolutely nothing I can say to describe how much I hurt right now...sometimes I just wish that people would leave me and my problems be...i'm the person I will always be...deal with it...I have to...and I DO NOT be able to fucking reminded everyday of the things I know I'll never be...I'll never be Beautiful...I'll never be Happy...I'll ( Read more... )