OMG...i've been sitting here for the past hour trying to write in this stupid thing. But it wouldn't let me. I was geting so pissed off i wanted to hit something. Gosh ( Read more... )

Well since Dan doesn't like reading about how depressed i was/kinda am. I'll stop. I mean Things have gotin a little better.I'm not as depressed as i was. So that's good. He came over last night and it was soo soo nice. It felt so good to lay with him again. And hearing him say that he still loves me. He says it all the time over the phone. But it ( Read more... )

no one fucking understands...It's a big deal no matter what anyone says.. I fucking hate this shit. I just want to like take him away to a land where it's just him and me so no one else can have him..Is that so wrong? Is it so bad that i want him all to myself? fuck this!

I'm drama...That's all there is to it. I don't understand why anyone would give a damn about me. All i give them is pain and heartact. I try and be a good person. and good friend. and good lover. But nothing i do works. Nothing i say helps. The past 4 months i didn't feel alone. This is all my fault..I do things that make the people i love mad or ( Read more... )

My life is a livinh hell...As of right now i would reather be dead then on this fucked up earth!

I went to a movie with Dan last night. We went and say the boogeyman. It was fucking good man. It's really scary. Everyone should go see it! He came and picked me up after he got off work. My dad was a butt head and wanted to take everyone out to dinner. But i already had plans with Dan. I was mad..But we went up there befor we left for the movie ( Read more... )

Last night was a very good night. I was at shelda's babysitting when i get a call from Dan. He wanted me to come over and party..I said i couldn't cause i was watching the kids...When i said that he got all sad and i felt really bad cause i really wanted to be with him. So i called Adam and he said he would take over and watch them for me so i ( Read more... )

Whitney Houston - I Believe In You And Me ( Read more... )

Today made me think about things alot. I went over to Dan's cause he was geting is Van today..and he wanted me to go with. Well we had to wait for his Dad..and that took forever. So we just hang out. Went to get candy and stuff. Then came back and watched tv...He fall asleep in my lap. I was playing wit his hair and just watching him sleep. It was ( Read more... )

He has my heart, And i have his ( Read more... )