there is nothing left in me ( Read more... )

So things have been kinda rocky. I've been thinking for about over a week now to move back home and let Dan really have his alone time. I asked my older to have a talk with me. So she can over and we went and got ice cream and talked. She helped alot. I know i need to give him time. And maybe things will be better that way. It's going to be so hard ( Read more... )

So everyone is out partying and shit..And i'm sitting here...Doing jack shit. This is so deprsseding. I havn't been home on a sat night in like...forever! GAY ( Read more... )

Wow...It's been awhile. Things are good...I guess. I'm now living with Dan. It's awsome. Just being able to sleep next to him everynight. God it's great! We still aren't together. But o well. I'm sure things will work out. I've come to the point where i've realized that boys will be boys. I know his heart is with me. Doesn't matter who he sleeps ( Read more... )

I don't really have much to say. I just kinda feel like everyone is out to get me. Like i can't have one good thing in my life without someone trying to take it away. But then again..What else is new ( Read more... )

A good friend of mine alwyas says "Everything always works out in the end" And yet again. That saying never lies. No matter what happends Love always comes through. People can say that love is stupid..and it's to hard so they give up. But what's the point in even being inlove if you can't fight for what you want. You have to work so very hard and ( Read more... )

Its seems like when you have something that you love, you seem to mess it up. I would give everything just to take back everything that i've said or done to piss him off, love is everything if it is not in your life what is there ( Read more... )

So yeah i havn't been in here for awhile....I havn't really wanted to in a way. Things have just been...I dunno. Good. But bad. I don't show it much but things have been bugging me alot. Mostly with my family. I try and not let it get to me. But right now..It's hard for it to not get to me. I've been staying at Dan's for over a week. And my dad got ( Read more... )

Well today has pretty much sucked ass. I have no idea what i'm doing anymore. Not just with Dan..With anything and everything. Stuff with Dan is....alright. He likes someone and they have a date...He's doing what he wants so i'm fine with that. Not fine with the chick that he picked..But whatever. I've come to the point where i hate every chick ( Read more... )

So yesterday Dan came and picked me up after school. I made myself look really hot. I was wearing a short skirt witch i don't do very much. We went to get taco bell then went back to his house. Got there and we gave each other our valentines stuff. He got me the cutest little bear ever. A candy bar and a card. The card was really cute. He's the ( Read more... )