Comments | shortpeoplerule: where did my love go? Why am i heartbroken again? What is wrong with me?

shortpeoplerule

where did my love go? Why am i heartbroken again? What is wrong with me?

Mar 06, 2005 01:56

Its seems like when you have something that you love, you seem to mess it up. I would give everything just to take back everything that i've said or done to piss him off, love is everything if it is not in your life what is there ( Read more... )

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im sorry but you fucked up as well downsidedan1 March 7 2005, 07:46:01 UTC

you need ot stop being so dramatic so quickly. do you really think i dont care just like that. take a look around and think about that. im alwayes going to be around. im not leaving. i love you with all of my heart baby, the things i say when im angrey dont mean all that they are. you need to look more in depth about them and not react to feul my rage. im only saying this so that if this were to ever happen again then you will know what to do. dont try and fight back with me. if you levle with me and think about what it is you did to piss me off and then tell me then i wouldnt be pissed. but you still dont see things from my perspective still. i hope you figure it out because it really disturbed me that you would stoop to that leavle of jealousy. baby, i love you more than anyone else will ever. i would do anything for you. i pains me to see what my actions do to the people i care about. im sorry fro everything but i still think what i did was necessary for me to do at the time. i couldnt even have a good time with my friends because ( ... )

I know i fucked up...I fuck up alot... shortpeoplerule March 7 2005, 08:23:56 UTC

I know i know..But that was how i felt then. I new that you still cared about me. But it just kinda stuck in my head all night when you said you didn't. The things you said really hurt me and i was writeing how i felt..I was hurt and confused. I had no one to talk to. So i just came here. And that's what came out. I never want to make you feel that way again. Hurting the person you love the most makes me feel like shit. I never wanted things to get that bad..I'm a chick..i make drama..I know this. I'm not going to sit here and say i don't. But from now on. Because i love you so much. I'm going to work hard at making things better. Things need to change in my life for you to see that you can trust me...My life isn't going to be about boys...It's going to be about a boy..One boy. And only one boy. And that boy is you! I love you so much!