FRIENDS ONLY!!
...from here on...sorry people. if you want to be added, i could consider it.

so i just got back from work and i'm feeling better than i did earlier today. i guess i just needed that time to pass about thinking how much it would upset me about not seeing matt, really i've gone weeks and months why can't i do it now ( Read more... )

last night i couldn't stay up so i fell asleep at 12. i don't know what was up, but i couldn't sleep. i kept waking up and not being able to get comfortable. i finally did like after 4 and had the worst dream, again about seabreeze. i think it would be like the 3rd nightmare. i don't know whats wrong, i love my job. whatever though. i got out of ( Read more... )

not much happened today, went to work from 12-5 and it wasn't bad, i was on the whirlwind which was cool...except for the last hour when i started to feel so tired i could barely stand up. after work i rested around the house, did some laundry and finally wrote to my new roommate, mary. now i just need to mail it and wait. around 930 johnny called ( Read more... )

yesterday hanging out with matt until around 630 was pretty good i guess. we watched starsky and hutch which i thought could've been better. when i came home nothing much happened besides using the computer and watching corrina corrina. i haven't watched that movie in a long time and it was way over due. i talked online with matt until like 330 and ( Read more... )

this morning it was kinda hard to get up so i'm kinda glad i didn't go to the club last night. as much as i wanted to i just couldn't for sleep reasons mostly. i got up at 815 and left the house with sarah and her dad and brother. the red wings game was alright, the breakfast food was good and i had a really fun time, so thanks for asking me to go ( Read more... )

i'm so bored right now its not even funny. i'm at the point where i'm staring at my buddylist waiting for an away message to change. i hate that ( Read more... )

today i wored 12-5 and it was busy. i was hoping to be put on the whirlwind but andy sent me to the eagle. i had a mad wierd feeling that i wasn't staying there and i was right. around 1 i was sent to the whirlwind because i guess someone came in late and they needed to switch people around. eh it was cool with me. so the day went by kinda quick ( Read more... )

i ended up going to the wake for matts grandma at 230 and it wasn't as bad as i thought. i mean i was so nervous about how i was going to be and what i was going to say. i think i did alright and i'm glad i went. yeah there could be some things i could've done differently and better. i'm a tad disappointed that i can't do and say things that i want ( Read more... )

so last night i made plans with matt to hang out today. johnny called me this morning to go to the bank but i turned him down, i don't think he minded too much, hopefully we can go another time. i took a shower then matt came to pick me up at 1. the day started to make myself disappointed in...well myself. yeah, matts grandma died and i knew what ( Read more... )