well i dont think i am in a good mood. there is somthing i am supposed to do but i dont think i can do it. i am not the kind of person to bring bad news or recive bad news. i dont know what to do. i talked to cj the other night and she read me like a book and it was over the phone which made it weirder.i know what i have to do i just dont think i ( Read more... )

ok yeah holy wow. today was interesting. i dont know it went by slow then fast it was not to shabby. so yes i went to the bucks game they won woot woot! yeah i really didnt get into it till like the second half that was only cause it was a pretty close game and i was having a good time. when we walked in they were handing out basketballs to kids 14 ( Read more... )

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so yesturday i walked home with missy well she roller bladded. i got hungry so i ate some bread sticks from that one pizza place. they were nummy and then we saw an accident where the car was on the side walk it was interesting. i finshed some chemistry homework that was missing which was good. then went to school and then went to mc donalds im not ( Read more... )

today i actually went to all of my classes surprisingly which is good. my dad should be happy. i think i have done a pretty good job going to my classes now all i have to do is get my work done basically. yeah i know ive gots to buckle down. i got yelled at again for going into the computer lab again why its like my first time all day and i get ( Read more... )

today i was sitting listening to music and i started crying. and i couldnt stop. every song i heard reminded me of someon. i have been really down today. so i saved like every note and conversation yeah i know its pathetic but i read like three out of the billion and i just thought why did i mess everything up i ahd it so good and now i got nothing ( Read more... )

i am updating isnt that a joyful thing. well yeah i dont know what all to say cause i dont have much to say. sadies is tomorrow isnt that great. i was being sarcastic. anyways i am going with chris and i payed him back for the ticket to cause i feel bad taking his money. ok so yes i dont know whatelse to say. my dad is coming to school on monday at ( Read more... )

wow so yes i had a better day today didnt talk to my dad much and then i went to work missy picked me up and we went to katys game which she won way to go katy. then we went back to her house and watched a little grl interupted not a bad movie from what i saw so far cant wait to see the part where the grls kiss even if it is small jk idont care. ( Read more... )

ok so yeah i am like majorly pissed off and i hate my dad and my family except for veronica, edna and little gabby who i dont get to see at all. but yeah so missy, chris and i wanted to go see a movie and my dad was like not until the room is clean so i pay veronica to do my laundry and clean the room. and then i get home from work and i put my ( Read more... )