the next month is definitely going to be a hard one for me. I'm in the process of starting school my classes begin on jan.8th and i'm sooooooo super excited about it i can't wait to start...but i'm also going to be moving around that time to so i'm going to be quite stress. I sure hope that i will be able to get everything done and still be able to ( Read more... )

I must say that things for me right now are going awesome!!!! I got a new apt!!! I can't wait to move in. I don't start moving in there until jan though because my lease at my apt now isn't up until then....but the new apt is soooo awesome...its in carmel off of 146th and spring mill rd. Its call the villages of spring mill. They are pretty new and ( Read more... )

Well i got my letter from IUPUI saying that i was excepted and i can go in january...so i'm super excited...plus i have a roommate now too its going to be my sister Jennifer..yeah i know it might be interesting but i think i can handle living with her. I wont be home much because i'll be going to school and working a lot so it shouldn't be to bad ( Read more... )

well.....hmm where shall i begin....no things are actually going well right now....i'm single again...which honestly i think is a good thing...to many confusing things going on in my head...yeah definitely....well last week i was on vacation which was soooooo nice and way way over due....its was relaxing...i still worked at b-dubs a few days but ( Read more... )

yeah so its been a bit and some things have changed yet again...but i just wanted to let you all know that i broke things off with Rob. I felt like he was being shady and there are just to many other things going on in my head right now. He isn't talking to me which if thats what he wants then ok, but i would like to be friends with him if he wants ( Read more... )

this is gonna be a quick one but i just wanted to let those of you who read this that i'm not gonna see Matt, and that I care about Rob and don't want to ruin what we have! Things are going great with us and i'm excited to see what God has instore for us! Love you all!!!

blah!!!! i don't know what to do. I don't like having feelings for more then one guy at once. Is it wrong for me to have feelings for someone when i'm dating someone? I care deeply for both of them. Is it wrong?! How do you decide whos the right one to date or see? I'm soooo confused because Rob and I are doing great but this week hes been acting ( Read more... )

Its been forever since i have updated so i thought i would. So much has changed in my life as it always is, but i must say i was completely wrong about my really good friend Andy. I must say i've never been so disapointed with someone in my life. He was someone i felt i could go to for anything and the second i meet an amazing guy who i am dating ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....................................feelings running through my head right now are........scared, excited, emotional, could this be it, ahhhhhhhh.....ok let me fill you in

So as you know i closed at b-dubs last night shocker...well my night was not going well at all......one of my tables food fell off the tray and some of the ( Read more... )

So things were finally starting to get better for me. I really like my job at bw's and things at the credit union are getting better. I finally was starting to feel like things were going to get better for me. I'm trying to have Faith and Trust that Gods taking care of everything and i was finally getting to the point where i felt like God was ( Read more... )