for my eyes to see and not yours..... sorry kids

so i fell like 2372454 pounds was just lifted off my shoulders.. i feel so much better.. i am crying.. but its a good cry.. its the last cry i will cry for jason.. i am over him 100%.. last thing i need to do is get rid of his stuff at my house. i finally got the closure i needed. and i feel so much better.. so yay i have a fresh start and i am ( Read more... )

last night was UHmazing.. got all crunked with little katie and big katie.. just enjoying my last months here in oregon.. i am going to miss everyone when i move :'(.. called the school i am supposed to go to in cali today.. found out what i needed to get in order to go there.. katie is taking me to the high school tomarrow to get all my shit ( Read more... )

last night i got to hang out with kateling (aka ling ling).. and that was fun.. been talking with the fam alot about this who cali thing.. and i think i have come to the final decision that i am moving to cali.. yup january 10th.. i will be gone!... i am so excited i can't wait, i get to be with my family and i get to start a new life.... i will ( Read more... )

wow things are looking so good for me right now. i have my life, and my bestest friend back. i lost someone that i really care about.. but you know what it was for the best, and i am so much happier now. had a rough night last night... lots of tears and anger.. but all that is over.. then only way i can go now is up. i work tonight.. hopefully ( Read more... )

found this song on an eminem cd....love it.. read the lyrics the really relate to someone that i know and care about alot ( Read more... )

it felt like i had it all.. i was happy. and just like that its gone. never thought someone could betray me like that. but i guess i was wrong. its time for me to move on.....

so things are looking up for me... got a job at toys r us.. i am going to go back to school.. got in a big fight with some what i thought were "close friends".. made me realize who my true friends were.. welcome back to my friends list on myspace kate, and welcome to my record.. haha.. i missed you alot just so you know.. and its good to have you ( Read more... )

its so hard to be there for something when ever single other person is telling you to not help them, and to leave them.. this sucks. so everyone that doesn't support what i am doing can fuck off. i don't need you in my life, at all...

so i woke up at 7:00am today.. ya thats right bitches.. my body clock is soo fucked up.. cuz i went to bed at 4.. and i am not even tired.. its wierd. so i haven't done much today just kinda layed around alot.. apllied for some more jobs online.. i need a job soo bad.. i want to move out and be on my own.. haven't talked to jason in a couple of ( Read more... )