Uhhh Lauren leaves me tomorrow! How upsetting!!!

So I had my last 3rd ride last night. For those who don't know what that is for class I have to ride in an ambulance with 2 EMTs or 2 Paramedics. So therefore I'm the 3rd rider. I rode with 2 paramedics, and they were really awesome, and helpful. Our last call of the day was crazy. The lady paramedic was doing 70mph in like a 45 or 50 zone on only ( Read more... )

Thank you nickie for the pants! They all fit very good. Especially the engine looking capri ones and the black pants! Now I have some pants to hold me over while I continue to work out. Thank you again!!!

P.S. Feel better too!

Jon and I broke up. It will be almost 2 weeks on Friday.

I don't like the way he chose to do the break up, bc I had to basically guess for myself that we werent together. Oh well. Now I'm single, what can you do?

And for the record, yes it was his decision.

I want to be with him...but then i want to be single. But then I remember when he told me he loves me but hes not in love with me. How am I suppose to take this...Maybe its not a bad idea if we date around, but not jump into another relationship right away with anyone else...

Ahhh why does this happen after almost a year and a half of us being

i had my first clinical today. Sorry Amanda Beck I didnt save anyones life, bc no one was dying : ( maybe next week!

My shift started at 11am and i didnt leave till 8 but it got busy so w/e. My nurse was really cool too. So i cant wait till next week. I really cant wait till my ambulance rides! now that will be something!

Jon and I are doing ( Read more... )

So trisha and i drove around tonight and then got ahold of mike o. bc he sent me a message on aim saying we need to hang out. so we went to his place and hung out with him. It was nice seeing him again. I want to become a good friend with him before he leaves! : )

jon and i are good. : )

Jon and I worked everything out tonight. Maybe not the easy or best way but we are going to make things work. I love him and thats all that matters.

I cant believe how quick u were to hang up with me on the phone when im sitting on the other line upset and crying. I would of never done that to u i wouldn't of hung up with u until i knew u were okay ( Read more... )

So jon told me last night that he wants to take a break. Right now I feel like im gunna lose my head because i don't think he wants this. but then i think is it bc he wants to see other girls or be with someone else. I dunno but were breakin. Now i just need someone to keep me busy other wise I will lose it. I hate to admit that too but hey ( Read more... )