I love working as an EMT! Its an amazing feeling knowing your helping not only the patients (people) but also their family.

*****This is my dream come true *****

We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we ( Read more... )

Happy April Fools Day ; )

Of all this bullshit! It's all bullshit!

Im sick of making the effort when I'm getting NOTHING back in reuturn.
Im sick of getting ditched for a boy/girl. Its BULLSHIT! And I won't stand for it no more. If I act wrong, don't be suprised why!

Lauren. come home now! lol

Pathetic explains me.

I'm pathetic for trusting too many people, for wanting to hate jon, for negative things that come out of my mouth, for not speaking what i REALLY want to say, for not doing some things sooner when my heart told me too, and most of all, crying at 4am over jon and i being over...

So these past few weeks have seriously been something for me. My mid hasn't been in the right place at all. Ive been angry and everyone and just wanting to move and start over. I feel that when I try to talk to someone about they don't want to listen, they just keep going about their business and not listening. That really hurts. Thank god I'm an ( Read more... )

alright...this years Valentine's day has been harder on me than i thought it would be. It's just...uhh another day! I have my best friend who is willing to turn it upside down for me to whom i thank sooooo much for! She's my everything ( Read more... )

OOO amanda beck!! I love you! Thank you for making my 19th birthday unforgettable!! You are truly my best friend! <3

I turn 19 today!!!

Happy birthday to meeeeee!

Incase you didn't know..I am EMT certified. I just have to take the state test and get my license. Now I'm doing EMT specialist which starts IVs but don't push drugs so I'll do paramedic for that.

Life is pretty good. Feels good to be single too. Ive just been hanging out with friends, working, and now school starts tuesday. Tuesday and Thursdays i ( Read more... )