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it's been a crazy ass first 3 months of 2010... Oh my gosh. I got mono, my effort to school isn't even in the ballpark or trying, I barely work hard at Mudville so my tips are low, I fell for a boy 2 months before he left for bootcamp & now it appears he may have been seeing another girl; & to top it off, my dentist appt this morning showed most of ( Read more... ) -
waiting on the world to change...
Blahdy blah blah... Been a long two weeks; I'm so bogged down with reading assignments already, I'm planning on staying up all night just to get them done.
What else is new?? Band is going terrible because mike never wants to practice... Pissing me off. We really need a bass player and a drummer... Help?? Nick and I kinda took a step back, haven't ( Read more... ) -
Linger here in silence...
Merry Christmas folks! It's been quite a few days... My mother's side of the family are a lot to handle!! But I enjoyed my Christmas, although I wish my brother could've been here...
Winter break is going well I guess. I worked a lot the first week, and although I was off everyday this past week I feel like I was busier than ever. And now i'm broke ( Read more... ) -
lately you make me weaker in the knees...
so much has changed/happened since the last post. ive realized a lot about myself, and even changed a bit. nick and i aren't together anymore, and most days i miss him terribly. but others, i think it was the right thing to do. we still hang out occasionally, have lunch or whatever, but i dont think we'll ever get back together. im still crazy in ( Read more... ) -
"i dont even know her anymore"
'i wear a halo when you look at me, but standing from here, you wouldnt say so if you were me...'
today i covered new ground in my life; whether thats good or bad ground, i havent decided. but in hindsight, as of now, it was the best feeling in a long time. which, still, saddens me because it shouldn't have been.
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im trying to finish listening to brad paisley's new album before i start playing the sims. its 200 am...why am i about to divuldge into a 3 hour long sim fest?? i saw "the ugly truth" with morgan and jeremy tonight. i highly recommend it. it was really funny & adorable. besides, the whole time you can gawk at gerard butler and be reminded of how ( Read more... ) -
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after careful review of past years of schooling, and observing my friend's study habits, ive decided that im a terrible student. && this year im going to get my act together, for real. i need to get my act together so i can figure out what i want to do in my life ( Read more... ) -
you fit just like a favorite pair of jeans ...
blahblahblahblah i cant sleep :[ and i have to work tomorrow at 10. am. yuck. second show was this weekend. it went so well - i only forgot like one line in a song, but just sang a different one lol. got great feedback, and nick came !! :] after party was kind of a bust though, oh wells. i got to spend the night with my boy, like always. cant wait ( Read more... ) -
wont you promise me that you'll never forget to keep dancing wherever we go next...
i am currently in missouri suffering from insomnia. actually, i can defintiely fall asleep, but im thinking about stuff too much and its stopping me. i came up here for my cousins wedding, which was yesterday. we're leaving tomorrow. we're 2 hours outside of kansas city, where we're flying out of. my cousins/aunt/uncle/friends leave at 100 and my ( Read more... ) -
"you lift my feet off the ground, you spin me around..."
"you make me crazier, crazier... feels like i'm falling and i, i'm lost in your eyes. you make me crazier, crazier crazier..."
just a little f.y.i. for the night - i am completely, insanely, unconditionally in love. i know, im insane. but its what i feel and since NO ONE reads this, i felt i could post it. i dont even know if it's real or if its ( Read more... )