So, driving on the way home today, i realised that i have changed a lot from where i was last year.

1.  I dont sweat the small crap anymore. If i cant get it done, then I admitit to my self and figure out why I didnt have time for something. and learn from it.
2.  I dont care what someone thinks of me, eslpically if they dont have the balls to say ( Read more... )

 So I have had an eventful past few weeks and they just keep getting better as they go ( Read more... )

So  I am preaty upset, this week just has not been good for me.  I have not done well on anything i have gotten back in anyof my classe. My bank account is really low, and i just wanted to get away, cuz i am so god damn stressed out that i cant think stright and i cant even aford to go where i wanted this weekend.  Im sure i could borrow the money ( Read more... )

I must say, that the wildcats played one great game of football and kicked some marian ass.

Hanging out with everyone was great.  I just miss them all.

isnt it funny....
how a simlpe act of someone putting there hand on ones sholder just seemed to warm the whole body, knowing that in that moment no harm could come, and that someone genenually ( Read more... )

I had a whole long thing typed out...and then i decied it would be too mean. so i am not going to put  it in here anymore ( Read more... )

So  It is a Sunday after noon and I am still doing homework....i have been working on it for what seems to be the whole weekend ...and i just dont seem to be getting anywhere.  well i mean i did crank out a crappy as pat put it "needs a lot of work"  paper.  and finish a bio lab. but i dont feel as if iv put a dent in anyof my work...and here i am ( Read more... )

So this week is going considerably better.  I have met some new peoeple and now i acutally sorta look forword to going to class. Yea i know, thats so fucked up. but its been fun.

to switch gears.....
A few weeks ago i thought it was going to take me a long time to actually be happy again, but i am actually happy, and thank full for the events that ( Read more... )

So, its been about 3ish years since i have written in here...but i thought it would give me an oppertunity to write and if anyone is intreated a window into what is going on in my life ( Read more... )