amazing how one person can totally make your day...I love you and Miss you SOOOOOO incredibly much and thank you ( Read more... )

As I sit here, thinking to my self the people I have let come and go, I realize who I need to let go of. I have been living life holding on to other people constantly. I'm sorry I could never support my self. I could, but only to an extent. I hope you will all be able to forgive me ( Read more... )

The anxiety of not being able to see Tim is starting to get to me, I called him last night, we had a good conversation, I miss him more than anyone can imagine. I'm not even sure why, because I know I'll be seeing him soon and everything ya know ( Read more... )

This year is going to be HUGE!! Amazing. I talked to drunk Tim last night, which he said a lot of good things that made me feel better.

I hope you all had a great year in 2004, but please..make this year count...you know who you are. I'm going to try my hardest to open up in a lot of ways..Be willing and ready to accept that.

xoxo

I love Mitchell, lol I love the fact that he calls and wakes me up at 9 in the morning, how darling is that? It isnt very darling. lol. Thats how my day started off...I got a shower and went over there.....we then went to secetary of state to take care of stuff for matts car and it was closed so we went out to lunch and then nicki went and got her ( Read more... )

Okay seriously, I have not once in my life looked at airline tickets..Therefore..I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'm DOING and I figured it would be a good idea to get prices and stuff ready now for florida because I am leaving during spring break so it's going to be a bit crazy, don't ya think? So basicly what I'm asking....HELP lol

Kthnx...xoxo

Merry Christmas Eve Day! HA...lol who says that? I don't think anyone has ever said that to me..Oh boy!...Anyways..Ya'll have a good day....

I hate the fact that I'm sick and I can't even go out to shovel the snow to help my dad. It sucks. I hate the fact that the paint fumes dont help me at all so I have to stay in my room with the door closed and a towel in front of the door. Lovely. I hate the fact that I can't leave because my car is burried in the snow... I love the fact that ( Read more... )

I have a lot on my mind today, more than usual. I'm sure staying up till 4 in the morning talking to Matt didn't help it just made things worse. I don't want to hurt anybody that I care about, because I know they will always be there for me. But it seems like no matter what I do, I can't make everyone happy. If people really loved me and cared ( Read more... )

Its wet and cold outside, and I just washed my car! Lovely. its going to rain and snow every day this week so the weather says but it needed to be washed because it was nasty. babysitting last night was.....interesting. I think im going to some kenny rogers concert tonight..oh boy ( Read more... )