Thank you Matt. My mom, dad, and sister Lauren. My entire family. Matt's entire family. Megan, Erik, Amy, Bri, Erin, Dave, Denise, Jenni, Robin, Jessica, Lindsey, Whitney, Melissa, Jackie, Katie, Aubrey, Monica, and all of the girls at work.

And you ask me what I want this year ( Read more... )

What do you do when someone you thought would be there for you when you needed them the most always seems to disappear when you're having the hardest time?

When Uncle Sam called you out to sea, you went with him so unselfishly
And when the world seemed it was about to end, you were there to fight and defend democracy

I don't have to be there tonight and I don't have to prepare to fight
I don't have to be scared if I might live or I might die tonight
But, you just have to find a way, you just have to find ( Read more... )

this sucks... 417 more days... i miss u soooooo much

Last night I went to the Kelly Clarkston concert with people from work and friends... it was a really good time :) i definietly enjoyed myself... although Claudia was missing in action ( Read more... )

I don't really know what to say but I know I want to say something. Yesterday was the hardest day of my entire life. I knew that the day was going to come eventually but there was no way to prepare for it. Matt is now overseas for 12-16 months and there is nothing I can do to change it. I miss him so much. I am scared and worried about him but at ( Read more... )

Moving forward but holding back

Everything that keeps me together is falling apart.

If you go straight long enough you'll end up where you were......

What we don't see- can't be real

What we don't touch- we cannot feel
The sun is coming up and it's going down but it's all just the same at the end of the day.

Whose eyes am I behind? I don't recognize anything that I see. I don't ( Read more... )

Every single beat of my heart is beating for you