I'm so fed up with everything. I'm sick of this relationship with Rob. I love him with all my heart and soul but I feel like I never make him happy. Well if you don't know we broke up and yet we still live together. We live together still because I'm a broke poor girl from Salisbury with no family to turn to to let me stay with them. I feel that I ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of fighting all the time with Rob. He makes me feel so low and cheap when we fight. He actually had the nerve to call me a douche bag when he got out of the car to go to work. He got pissed because I wouldn't buy him a drink because we need to pay the cable and electric bill. Get his cousin a graduation present. Also we need to put gas ( Read more... )

Oh so me being the nice girlfriend that I am bought tickets for Rob to go see WWE Raw tonight. Well he was suppose to leave between 1 and 1:30 today so we could go to the bank to get a check cashed and do some other shit. Well Rob calls me and some stupid shit came up and he can't leave. He calls me at like 4:20 to tell me then that he was leaving ( Read more... )

Pick her up & pretend you're going to throw her in the pool ( Read more... )

I don't want to be here. I wanted to room with someone but there all full so now I don't have anyone. Well there's someone but I don't want to room with them. I just know that we'll end up getting on each others nerves all the time and that won't be fun. I want to go home, I want to be around people I know, and I like. I want to be able to do stuff ( Read more... )

So it hasn't been a really good week. My roommate has been getting on my nerves. The other day she was in a bad mood and took it out on me. She was being very snippy towards me. Then she was on the phone with a guy (I guess he's the flavor of the month for her now) and wouldn't let me to talk to Rob when the night before I had hung up with Rob for ( Read more... )

I miss my baby so I've been listening to our song. I was thinking how when people get married some of them already have a song and then they go and chose a whole new song for their wedding. Well If Rob and I get married I want to keep our song. It's beautiful, and it'll remind me of the great times we had at prom and everything that led to us ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday dear Courtney, Happy birthday to you! Happy Birthday. So my birthday was Saturday and I'm not 19. 2 Year I can legally drink WOOHOO! So my biggest birthday present ever was the Pats winning the superbowl, for the 3rd time. My mom got my hair cut and done for my date with Rob, she bought ( Read more... )

Ok so it's 2:30 and I'm still up. I'm afraid. I'm so very afraid. I'm afraid that I'm gonna have to leave this week. I'm afraid my mom is gonna have to pay that money by Wednesday and she won't have it. So I'll have to leave and take the semester off. I have no idea what to do. I'm so afraid. There's no one to talk to, no one to help me, no one to ( Read more... )

Oh yeah and did I forget to mention that in 9 hours I'll find out if I will be staying here this semester or not? Yeah doesn't that suck?!? Fuck everything.