get  this.  there's an audition for a hair show with big designers from everywhere.  my talent scout wanted to send me on this audition.  the pay is $325 for one day to do this show.  HOLY SHIZZ
guess what.
it's on the day of my sister's wedding.
my luck, right?

i don't have a dog anymore.
life is just super.

school.
homework.
two jobs.
and a boyfriend.

i think i forgot to realize there are only 24 hours in a day. 

this may sound contradicting to any previous posts, but..
college really isn't that bad..
for now, anyways.

goodbye summer.
hello fucking gay college.

kinda feel like i'm losing my friends.  no one has really tried to keep in touch and i haven't really hung out with anyone in a while.  idk, guess you learn a lot from that.  but what can you do

you know, i've always heard you don't need a guy to be happy.  and i guess that's right, depending on who you are.  i always hated being told that, because really, i wasn't really that happy before i met ryan.  and now i am happy.  because he does make me happy.  and i look forward to a new day because of him.  and i always hated when i would say " ( Read more... )

so i have an amazing boyfriend.
despite all the shit i've had to deal with this past year, i think this is the happiest i've been.
18 is a good age.
i met him in person on the day i turned 18.
my mom has doubts and thinks it won't last.  especially since he's my first boyfriend.  she even rolled her eyes when i told her.  but i don't care what she ( Read more... )

nothing ever goes the way you think it would.
how am i?
kind of disappointed.
don't worry if you don't understand this.
just me ranting.

i am sooo tempted to tell you off, you don't even know.