Even just that little phone call before you went to bed felt like another hug. It felt so warm and soft. I don't know what I'd ever do with out you and Hilary. You just made me feel all warm, and so I'm going to cuddle with Samantha, and give her a big hug for you, and get to sleep. Thank you so much for being there! Even just telling me you're ( Read more... )

I'm a little feeling better now... God, it feels good to be held. I don't know what to tell you. You made me feel so much better, but at the same time I'm nervous about what I told you. I don't want to ruin things. I don't understand how you always manage to know be able to do just the thing that'll cheer me up. Even if I'm not singing to the roses ( Read more... )

Mandi called a few minutes ago. She wanted me to come to her house, alone. Her parents are gone for the weekend. If she comes back, I think I'll go over, buy me a handle of Absolute, and drink the whole damn thing my self and die of alcohol poisoning. That will be my eventful weekend.

I guess I just let myself get hurt too easily. I don't understand why I get hurt so easily.

Apparently, the new C.O.O. at the company my dad worked for axed half the U.S. engineering team. I just don't think it's fair that my dad walks into work on Thursday, and they say: Oh, yeah, don't bother coming back, your position has been terminated ( Read more... )

Susanna can't go to Great America! I'm so upset! I was really looking forward to going, and holding her hand on a roller coaster, and running around the park. I know she's sick, but I want her to come ( Read more... )

While riding with Susanna today, I noticed something. In addition to her being like a big warm, cuddly teddy bear, her skin is so soft, and smooth. Even her hands seem so gentle and perfect. Her features are subtle and it seems like she's practically flawless. and she's soooo cuddly. Whoever gets to marry her will be extremely happy. I'm jealous ( Read more... )

Susanna came over today for a little surprise visit when she came home from the doctor. She was happy that she doesn't have strep, and I'm ecstatic, because that means she can go with me to Great America tomorrow, and I can hold her hand on a roller coaster. Hilary came over and we made pizzas and, and later that night, Suzanna came over and ( Read more... )

The number 10 home town of students attending UCSD: Cupertino.
Number 1? Oh, that'd be San Diego of course, but Number 2? San Jose. Yeah, you know it. Nor-Cal hella[that's just for you, Suz] rocks.

Suzanna made me happy again tonight. I like the way she feels in my arms, and I want to poke her mom with a stick for insinuating that she's getting chubby. I love you Suz! *hugg* We still need to talk. I'm scared!