I'm leaving in 3 days!!!!!!!! I'm going to cry!

Message: HEY!!! How are you?! Ummm my spring break was two weeks ago. The week of st patricks day. I stayed in vegas and worked. Hows ur break going? How do u like living in sd? Its funny i actually have one of ur pictures of the ocean as the back drop on my computer cause its soo pretty and i miss water/the ocean like you wouldn't believe! hahaha ( Read more... )

I found Hillary on Facebook. Hopefully she writes back and gives me her number again.

I have noticed that in the last few weeks, especially, I have become a lot more aware of girls' bodies. I find myself compulsively checking out their butts and when I find one that has a nice round curve to it, I am barely able to repress my desire to walk up to the owner and give her a nice firm tap on the behind ( Read more... )

It seems like everyone around me is having a hard time.
I found out a few minutes ago that my dad is home because he lost his job yesterday =(
Am I the only one worried knowing that we have fixed costs (excuse my econese) of over 4 grand a month?

Saturday I made Cambia her favorite tea. I thought of bringing it over since she was feeling so down lately. I know it makes her happy. I thought of going to the store and buying sweet rice and making her mango sticky rice, a dish she can't resist any more than she can resist the tea ( Read more... )

Suzanna and I still have yet to have our talk. It's something that I both look forward to, but also am quite nervous about. While I really would enjoy someone to talk to and being able to discuss all the things that have been going on in my life and lead to my involvement with alcohol and other various vises, I have kept it all to myself for so ( Read more... )

Suzanna and I spent like the whole day together today it was sooo fun ( Read more... )

Suzana brought me her stuffed animal, and it's so amazing how something inanimate can make me feel so much better and at home here. Nothing in this room really reminds me of all the time I've spent here, except the lamps I hung and paint on the walls and drawings, which all remind me of past relationships. Thinking of Adi no longer makes me sad, ( Read more... )

[23:51:14] ShortyDanny17: but the next morning I woke up thingking about Cambia and nearly killed myself ( Read more... )