I'm going to see Retard O Bot with Vikki... Considering she is the only one that didn't back out.... =) But I'm excited ( Read more... )

Well.... I guess I can start with saying that things are so rocky and I've been reallyyyyy busy. But I haven't forgotten about anyone! Love you all ( Read more... )

So the visit with my Aunt was pretty nice actually... My cousins have grown up a ton! They no longer act like dogs! =) Finally! Took a while but whatever. They still have their two year old temper tantrums but with my aunt and uncle as parents it is slightly expected but not accepted. That is for sure ( Read more... )

It really sucks... Not life in general but a lot of things... How much can you honestly lose before something good happens? For instance it all started with me losing Brittany.... then Caleb.... then someone slaughters a dog that I knew... And as if ya know all of that in a month wasn't a enough then a friend that is practically family to you has ( Read more... )

Well the past few nites have been pretty decent I guess... I have seen many people that I have not seen in FOREVER! Like I saw Freddy Wedneseday nite! Marvelous! =] Then before that I chilled with Joyce and Mandi and Mandi's boy, Kenny. That was a old remingling experience. But quite fun! Joyce is sooo prego! =] It is cutee! Her wedding is coming ( Read more... )

Nothin more to say... I'm pretty sure my line of thought went to shit today.

FUCK!!!!!!!!!

I hope no one gets offended by this but I really need to talk to someone about everything that's been going on but the only person even worth mentioning any of this shit to is Caleb. =/ I really need a sit down... Cuz he lived with me and first hand experienced what I go through everyday at my house. The shit I put up with... seeing it once or ( Read more... )

Ok, So yesterday was pretty amazing! For the most part...

FIRST: Thanks to Sarah Teter I finally got a second job. Thank god!!! I work with her at Daytona USA as of yesterday!! And I start August 5th! =] YEP! So excited! And they are completely working wround my current schedule ( Read more... )

Was different... Mixed emotions... I love loved the oppertunity to go to Warped Tour.. but I got So~o hot that I almost passed out in the first half hour... And I have NEVER passed out before. Shit just went blurry fast and I almsot puked everywhere! But I didn't I just went and sat down in the shade of the busses. After we got inside people were ( Read more... )

But I've been seeing Caleb when possible... asking for more pain? Or any possiblity of being with him again? I don't see him often but when I do it is like normal... Like nothing is different... I stayed there one night... (yea I'm sure I'm gonna hear about that... but w/e) And honestly I did it after getting advise.. which is just that... advise. ( Read more... )