Do you take advantage of new chances being tossed at you? If they are even being tossed???? Or wait to get answer from what you really want?? Or at least what you think you want... Or is it the question of you know you want it but does it want you ( Read more... )

So first of all it's ben raining the past three fucking days. And I hate the rain. Sure we needed some but wow... seriously there is a such thing as excessive. It is the 4th and I'm working... bored as fuck and tired. The rain is not helping that current situation... at all ( Read more... )

So I guess me and Caleb are completely done... =/ It really really fucking sux and hurts... BUT I have great friends, some new and some not yet all of them are keeping a smile on my face and my mind busy. Even though I'm tired as fuck... w/e It is better then sitting at home balling and being a fucking depressed retarded emo kid. Right ( Read more... )

I don't even fucking know really... My mom says break up with him... Vikki says break up with him... HELLO!!! I don't want toooooooooooo. I'm just a verryyyyyyy needyyy person very so I need to be around him and feel loved and wanted. Hence otherwise my very unhappy state ( Read more... )

That has been my WHOLE week... Caleb leaves... big downer. Hang out with Vikki and a few others... I smile a lot then back to the house where I sob. I lose my dog... BIGGGG downnnn.... Caleb stays the night that nite. Looks up a bit. Next nite he is back in Ormond. Finally he decides he will move back but he fucking probation officer says no! After ( Read more... )

I just lost my Britt! =( This just sucks! What a horrible day... I miss her so much..................

That begins to give you an idea of my current mind state. Confused as fuck! I just don't get it. But what I do know is that if things don't get better soon they are gonna get a lot worse ( Read more... )

Don't want to live like this. Many of my friends have marvelous out looks and I sure as fuck don't. And it has basically ruined my relationship. Looks like no wedding for my friend after all.... Too much pain. I don't even know what is going on right now. All I know is that I just keep crying. =/

Saturday was amazing with Vikki! We saw so many great bands and we had a blast! Vikki saved me from getting my neck broken by the damn crowd surfers. So she def. took some abuse for me. =) What a great friend! I have found new loves for new bands! =) The Acacia Strain is FUCKING AMAZING!!! =] That is all I have to say about that! Give a listen when ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

I really want to be there! I wish I could be to celebrate with you or just so I could bring you to ROB on the 27th. This is horrible and I'm sorry! But have a marvelous day!

I LOVE YOU!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!