Ok so I have with the help of a miracle managed to change or alter or just completely set aside all of my issues. They just kinda disappeared. All the jealousy, short temper... The only thing that stays is the anger. Which is now souly because I think we just need to spend time together. We don't show eachother any affection. I mean no hugs, we don ( Read more... )

The past few entries have been about my current problems. Well if I can bitch about them I should also say when they start to get better. So currently things are in the healing process I call it. Slowly but surely we hope to get through this. Work it out together like we should ( Read more... )

It really is falling apart in front of my face. My relationship that is. I thought I figured out how to fix it but appearently not. Me and Caleb were talking about all of our issues last night and we've been trying to come up with solutions. The only thing I could come up with was to assess myself and fix what I thought was nessacary which I did. I ( Read more... )

Most of the current problems happen to be from me... BUT the current situation comes from a wedding of what used to be one of my best guy friends and his best friend. Toni you know who I'm talking about ( Read more... )

It only gets worse and breaks out into a fight now that he is home... I don't want this to end... I just want to be happy like we used to be... How do we get back there? I really don't know... help...=(

Today is the day that you are supposed to spend time with your mom... Well mine is in Vegas which I don't mind. And Caleb wants to spend time with his mom... I should be understanding yet... Small problem I'm not. I'm completely pissed ( Read more... )

Alrighty so my mom is now in Vegas for about a month! So excited and completely happy! =D I definitly needed this break ( Read more... )

Even though I'm broke and hate my neighbors and my mom is crazy. We are getting by. With Caleb's help by a long shot. But we are getting by only by the skin of our teeth. But it will get better. It must. There has to be bright spot in a dark alley. right? He is killing himself with two jobs and I REALLY need another one. Then I could go see Toni ( Read more... )

I can't sleep for multiple reason but currently lets just bitch about my neighbors... The loud fucking wanna be fat ass are stomping all over my head!!! And they are all honestly fucking toothpicks! Which upsets me more... So I do like I'm supposed to... Call the courtisy officer... he comes out they laugh at him. GREAT! So I've now called out the ( Read more... )

Yea that's right! I fucking said it and mean it! Some dumbass white forgein bitch decided she had waited long enough at a stop sign so she didn't have to wait anymore and hit my fucking car!!!!!!!!!!! I wanted to rip the bitch out of her car but I decided the dumb cunt wasn't worth a cold jail cell ( Read more... )