there's more to this life than you could ever understand. more pain and suffering and happiness and love than your shallow little heart would bother opening up to embrace ( Read more... )

so live journal is mostly a place to rant.. and when things are goin good, updates get scarce ( Read more... )

everything is so wonderful now, except the only thing that was ever good, the thing that always gave me hope that everything else would be okay one day... and now that day is here, and that hope is gone, and i wonder whats left to wish for, now that the love and dreams have faded into today's existance ( Read more... )

sooooo last semester was brutal, went through a lot of depression and kept it quite on the dl, but thanksgiving was the worst, i almost killed myself christmas. thank goodness for christine, shaun, berman and dan. its over now. i have awesome friends, esp le core, 211 and ssf, jd,ilo etc. caught up and made new winthropian buddies. thats cool. ( Read more... )

Where were you when the sox won ( Read more... )

wicked busy ( Read more... )

i feel so out of place in my own home. so lonely with my friends, absent from it all. i used to be depressed, then it was so good, and now i've just gone numb ( Read more... )

Mary, Ally, Chuck, Sean, Dave, Chris ILO, Carolyn, Tim, Cramer, and the T-bury girls... i couldn't have asked for a better way to end the summer, or for better friends than you fools. Poker, Hot tub, baking cakes, and total chaos. Like you killed my fish on my 17th birthday... i think you killed my bird tonight. Oh well, sooo worth it. Haha. Kudo ( Read more... )

basically, jersey was hella fun ( Read more... )