has been incredibly uneventful ( Read more... )

I've been missing Robert but I won't let that get me down...too much. So I'm just going to remain single for the good of myself. I have people that are my "feelers" but gosh, I need to be happy with myself for a bit ( Read more... )

Talked to Sara a bit earlier. Conversation went something like this ( Read more... )

And I will keep saying so until I feel better! Its easy to think that something is happening between two people but when its confirmed on an already hectic day, it just seems so much worse. In all honesty I had hopes for what could have been with Kevin and I and I didn't just pull that out of my ass either. What's worse is that I can't be mad ( Read more... )

I've been put in the friend zone with Kevin. It fine though. While I do really like him and was very excited with the prospects of being with someone like this, I guess all I can do is move onto the rest of the semester. I can't be too sure because I haven't talked to him directly but my intuition and observations have me believing that he has a ( Read more... )

I'm really beginning to wonder if this is all in my head. Reviewing my past relationships with him in a conversation, I realized that when I think things are going well, they usually aren't going as well as I think. There are a lot of different things that contradict one another. We're going to watch the Leonid Meteor Shower on Tuesday, my ( Read more... )

 Had a surprise-ish date sort of thing. After a bit of conversation, Kevin suggested we get dinner after he met with his group. We were planning for Aca Taco but they were closed so we ended up doing it sit down style at Peking's. ABSOLUTELY delicious! Conversation was wonderful, food was tasty and I really enjoyed myself. We hugged good night as ( Read more... )

 Its official. I have a crush. But when you spend 2 hours talking to the same person about one sense things and trying to figure out how to go on your first date without saying, "make it a date," you make sure about things like this.

I feel really good. :D

 So here we go!

It seems I have found someone nice who may or may not find me nice too. I'm having fun!

I hope everything works out well but I'm trying to make sure I don't get my hopes up too much. That said...I think its a worthy hope. :D Kevin is a great guy and I'd be lucky to get to know him better. 

 So I figured that my old journal had way to many bad memories associated with it. I hate that I had those ties so I've started over and I'm going to enjoy having a new chapter in my life to record through this.

Today is Halloween and once again, I find myself bored and without plans or a life. I know I can always find something to do with Lauren ( Read more... )