Last night I prayed to Rob. God, Rob... I must've made you go through hell. I was a little firecracker. Unable to control my anger, filled with overflowing pride, a girl who didn't have any true friends, a girl who had just broken up with her first girlfriend. Wonder sometimes what made him hang onto me? Was it cause my own parents didn't care ( Read more... )

It's times when I'm alone at home that I remember her. I no longer love her because the love I've once felt for her is divided equally between my sweet shelby and my loving diana. I don't feel like I have to love her... Yet that doesnt ever stop the memories ( Read more... )

I was never a saint. Never someone so pure to the point I could be an angel. I was never as innocent as I made everyone believe. I remember quiet vividly one thing I did that was so cruel. I wish I could take it back. I remember Anne had this friend in Golden Valley. A nice boy that was in her drama class. And I hated him. I didn't like when he ( Read more... )

Title: I Really Did Fall For You ( Read more... )

I guess I feel lost again. Like I'm cold and alone and dying. Everything is going so wrong... My best friend is gone. My demon is coming into realization. My parents are not happy with anything I do. My friends are all turning out to be fakes. One of my friends pissed me off before I went to pick up my demon from her class. He found me crying and ( Read more... )

I'm tired of them. Extremely tired... I just wanted to rip off their smiles. These people who claim to be my friends but only want me to smile and joke and be an idiot. They don't care about me. They just want to hear another joke. See me do something stupid. It usually doesn't bother me. Maybe it's just that I'm finally at my wits in for a while. ( Read more... )

Title: City of Lost Souls ( Read more... )

I ran, didn't I ( Read more... )