Testing, testing.

I got bored, very bored, and started reading my entire journal. I clearly have a flair for emotional dramatics, and had a crush on EVERY boy.

www.maryxcontrary.blogspot.com

leave me comments if you have alternate blogs. i'll keep up easier that way, i think.

I only really look at livejournal to read about one particular person's sad excuse for trying to seem decent. This time, I'm bored enough to actually log in ( Read more... )

i'm just going to listen to angry music and pretend this isn't happening. i have ridiculously bad luck in just about every single aspect of my life. i can't even have friends that treat me like a real friend should... everyone is selfish, everyone is fucked up ( Read more... )

leaving for columbus tonight.

leaving for philly wednesday morning. if you live anywhere remotely near, make sure i have your phone number for hangouts.

i'm all hardcored out right now, but i might as well make the best of not being home. this is hardcore, here i come.

even when i catch a break, i can't catch a fucking break. jesus fuck ( Read more... )

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July, 22 2007 ( Read more... )

the more i try to take the high road, the more people make me want to fucking strangle them. live my life for a fucking DAY. feel how i feel for even an hour, dude... then try to say some childish bullshit about me bumming a ride every now and then, due to not having a vehicle ( Read more... )

good. bad. stressed.

i love how i am completely alone in so many aspects, but my life is full of people?

i am so excited for the homefront boys hanging out tomorrow, and party all night. i am so scared that pauly no neck is going to smash me while grilling chicken on his george foreman.