i didn't even know i still had one of these

last night I fell asleep, as I do most nights, and i had a dream of a war. I walked through the battle fields and saw men die all around me, and i knew they were fighting for me. so I walked around and observed the battle, and for the first time, I had absolutely no control over my dream, and I had no idea what the out come would be. the thing ( Read more... )

WE'LL FIGHT YOU AGAIN AND WE'LL GO FOR THE THROAT!!!!

huh-UGH!!!

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So I'm pretty sure I'm dying. Suffocating of lost defeat in a spec that is this in that in a whole ball filled with nothing. Nothing. Nothing can be visibly seen inside a balloon, yet when filled it soars higher then your lonesome heart ever will. But I'm not crying, not even sad that he died in your arms last night in that hospital bed. That ( Read more... )

The world is full from our cannibalism. Bodies are falling, but making sure to reveal everything to be sure that it sells and keeps he rich fat. And now the rich are the pimps of today, selling sluts on TV for a profit. Eat up son, that girls virginity just bought your meal tonight. This world is a fall, and "the sky is a wall"

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So i haven't updated this in a while.

I just got back from michelle's house which was amazing as usual. I've felt so close to her lately. It's seriously the best thing ever. I've had a week off of school, and I've seen her pretty much every day. It's been amazing. Thats really all I want to say.

today marked the end of me and michelle's extended version of our weekend long date. not a fan about that. not a fan at all. it was so so amazing! we were so lazy, but we both needed our rest. and we talked about some stuff last night that im looking forward to getting rid of. not going into detail there. but im really happy that we talked ( Read more... )