It's amazing how reading old posts can build up anger! lol

I haven't been on here in a long time! I always say that. :) A lot has been going on lately! I recently became a SENIOR! I am super excited about that! I am almost done! I promised myself that I'd make good grades from this point on and be focused and worry about other things later. I haven ( Read more... )

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..and now I feel bad.  The suspense is KILLING ME! I keep arguing with myself constantly. Dang you Jacob! Why'd you do this?! Okay..it's not your fault...kinda..lol..DANGIT! Bah!!! I can't stop thinking about it. He said this wouldn't change anything between us. Maybe it's just all in my head. How happy I am. I wanted this. My heart is beating like ( Read more... )

I don't know how to explain so everyone can understand. I'll do my best. When Jacob and I first started dating we talked  A LOT about...I guess about more meaningful things. Not like a "how was your day" but more like "What means the most to you" kinda of thing. I guess after we ran out of "meaningful" things to say we changed to the "How was your ( Read more... )

Last night Jacob and I had a date. We went to the mountains first and then tried to find a place to eat. We were going down Cache road and we stopped at a stop light. Some lady couldn't stop and she ended up rear ending us in the back right of my car. I was sad b/c it's my PT and the fact that this is my SECOND wreck in less than three months. At ( Read more... )

So...last entry was kinda crazy. Honest truth..I overreacted. Jacob was in a santa claus suit. It was supposed to be what it looked like..santa giving a present. he wasn't "holding her" persay...just kinda had his arm around her. I went overboard about it all. I should have been fair about it. we worked through it though. I shouldn't have been such ( Read more... )

[X] I have eaten more than 5 meals a day ( Read more... )

I've done this before but I've seen a few movies since then ( Read more... )

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