How worse can it get? No more fear.
I say it now.

Kimi no koto mada suki
hontouni suki
sono kuchibiru no furetai
sono ude de dakishimete hoshii

I still love you.
realli love you.
those lips i want to touch
those arms i want them to hold me

phew.. cleared my mind finally

Happy Halloween... aaah memories *laughs ( Read more... )

Simple words, just txt... but that's the genuine caring i get from anybody. I read it over and over, letting the words gently roll off my tongue.... the only thing i've spoken so far today *laughs softly* I've stopped talking. It seems so unnatural to hear myself speak and I shudder to hear it. I can't talk... it's barely above a whisper. I don't ( Read more... )

it's sleeping with just one eye ( Read more... )

I liked this song... and the acoustic is even better. why is it that acoustic music reminds me of winter? *laughs softly ( Read more... )

*rubs at her cheek, the faint lines of a happi face* sometimes i get confused... but i just need to remind myself that your niceness is you being yourself. we're just friends now... second tries don't happen... forgive my outburst last nite...

I don't know what came over me. it's silly you'll say if i ever were to say...

that i still like u...

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I have hopes, I have dreams, I have goals. I bear no ill feeling to anybody... actually quite thankful for each has given me something that I will treasure. I believe in second chances, maybe third and fourth. Some things may hurt for now but in the future I still will open the door and welcome you with open arms. Like I say come back when the ( Read more... )

It takes too much effort to be so... happy. It's not that I don't care about meeting new people at uni but you know you're never going to spend time with them outside of uni either >.> I don't see them becoming close to me, in fact I won't let anybody come close. If it's of the flesh then that depends on whether I'm attracted to you or not but of ( Read more... )

I figured what to get you for x-mas. If I can find the person then it's no problem but looking at the pics in my comp, it reminded me ( Read more... )

I'm so scared....

I want somebody to lean on so badly.....
but there will be none
since it's my life