i think im going to drop a class and switch my schedule just so... i have a differnt lunch period.....

i hhaaaaaaatee this.

And I'd give up forever to touch you ( Read more... )

im going to sound.. pathetic. addicted. i dont know.. but.. everytime i hang up the phone.. it feels like.. a part of my dies. and.. goes silent. and.. i just.. die for a minute. like.. he's gone.. and.. thats final. we've hung up. and.. he's gone.. i hate it.. everything goes dark for a minute and i just.. i dont know.. its so weird ( Read more... )

noting to write.. nothing happening. i got in a big fight with my mom over why i wsa "depressed" .. i told her.. she bitched about it all.. and how.. i have a great life and need to realize it. i do. but. she doesnt know me. she doesnt know how personally i take shit. or.. how over dramatic i am about shit.. to her.. maybe it is nothing.. but.. to ( Read more... )

...I don't even feel white...

VerylongTime3: i figured a way to make things better ( Read more... )

anyway ( Read more... )

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The ( Read more... )

I hope you're fucking happy
My hope is already dead.

For the first time.. My make up actually ran down my face and didn't just.. go everywhere.. I had LINES. of black.. running down my face.. I watched..

Nice.

"I do not recommend asking someone to stop before they're ready, quitting cold turkey, or "no-harm contracts" (used by some therapists). Because self-injury is a coping device, and because it is one that arises because the person has no other methods of dealing with things, these methods usually don't work, and may even cause more harm than good. ( Read more... )