i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything
~~ NIN    

i went for a walk in the rain today. barefoot. it was.. great. nothing but me and the rain. i felt so. oblivious to the world around me. like.. nothing could get in my way. it was so amazing. i miss feeling like that.. i miss just.. being free. i felt like.. i could have gone anywhere. just.. where ever my feet would take me. it didnt really matter ( Read more... )

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DisorderRatingParanoid:HighSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:HighAntisocial:HighBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:LowNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:Very HighDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:Moderate
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I saw Dani. Him and Shelby were outside.. I didnt get a good look but.. He was there. And. It was him ( Read more... )

I'm picking up Corey in about a half hour. My parents decided they needed to "go out to eat" for some ungodly reason before we can get him.. stupid fuckers.. anyway.. we're going to.. eh.. church. with my parents. becuase.. they'll like him more if he wants to go. and.. we go to a different thing then them.. some "high school" cult meeting. so.. ( Read more... )

"Apparently my face isn't the birth control it used to be."

I can't even listen to Metallica anymore...

i saw corey today.

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